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rejected

today i got rejected from graduate school.

i guess this means i have to start thinking about real life again. like what i'm doing with it, etc.

i guess i'm not that surprised. i'm not an academic kind of girl. i guess i was pretending i was for a second. i think the truth is that i never really wanted to go, i just didn't know what else to do with myself.

i miss writing classes and im afraid that if im not in good ones i'm gonna unlearn everything.

but maybe that's for the best anyway. i just never really wanted to be a career girl. i still don't.

i guess i just really don't know what i want. i guess i just i guess i just i guess i just i guess i guess i guess i guess i guess i guess i guess iguessiguessifeswsdiesdniwendiwendiowend are u surprised?

3:30 p.m. - 2005-02-11

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