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its not feeling weird

a whirlwind of a week. what a time. what a life. what a great day to be exactly where i am right now. i think.

there are so many things floating around my head its making me dizzy. jordan. vice. cancer. 4th step. libertine. and i also need to clean my room.

found out i have very early stages of cervical cancer. i dont feel so scared about it. maybe its because i'm totally distracted with michael jackson on a skateboard aka jordan. and all the songs he downloads on my computer. and all the songs i sing to him. and all the slow dancing that doesnt feel awkward or weird at all.

tap dancing, soul music, boat shoes, skateboard, portrait photographer, note giver. everything about him just keeps getting radder and radder. everything about me and him seems like a calm gentle breeze in the middle of all this chaos.

he even smells great and thinks i'm beautiful. he thinks i'm tops.

i think he is too.

8:00 p.m. - 2003-04-06

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