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old school

nervous again for a date, even though this is the third date i've been on with mike. the third. once you've made it to the third, its pretty much cream and dream. pretty sure i'll get laid tonight. i'd like to talk to him for real though, about the trigger problem i have, get open with him a little bit more because its been kept close to the skin and that can only last so long. itchy trigger finger. boys, not guns. eh. we're going to see old school. finally a movie a really want to see.

bud's baby died. i feel really fucking sad for him. its amazing what life can throw at you. i'm trying to keep it in the moment. this very moment, i'm nervous.

i dont like the way it feel so much.

10:19 p.m. - 2003-02-21

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