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lame

got a new computer and i'm going to japan. for free. i'd be more enthused but i am so sick right now.

i wonder if i'll be able to ride my bike to work tomorrow. its been so fucking cold.

fuck this is boring. julie called and told me she's moving to london on monday and the sad truth is, i really dont care so much. i dont know what world she's living in these days, but it totally cramps my style. actually, its cramped my style for about 6 years now. we dont know how to talk to each other anymore. maybe i should feel sadder about it. maybe i will one day, but today i dont. the dopeness is that louis vuitton is sending me to japan, and hopefully agnes b/vice will be sending me to london, but if they dont i can actually afford to go myself. huge dude. fucking huge. around this time last year i was trapped, trying to buy kitty kats to save me. trying to do anything but kick dope. and now i'm going to japan. i've been working really hard and i'm even prepared to work harder. i'm doing well with vice too. i'm doing well in all areas except for weight and romance. i guess these things will come in time. i'm better off obsession free in that area. and now with this new computer, i can download all the porn i want! yee haw.

10:20 p.m. - 2003-01-22

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