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two 15 year old girls go round me outside

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. we ask ourselves: "who am i to be brilliant, gorgous, talented, fabulous?" actually, who are you not to be? you are a child of god. your playing small doesn't serve the world. there's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. we are all meant to shine, as children do. we were born to make manifest the glory of god that is within us. it's not just some of us; it's in everyone. and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. as we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

-nelson mandela

that's what i'm talking about.

today was fucking good. i worked, had therapy, outpatient, and a meeting. did nothing different or special, but things just worked for some reason. i listened hard to other people and was moved. thats all i'm sayin. there were 2 fifteen year old girls at the meeting. they fucking floored me. i dont know why but i just love them youngins.

say word?

9:36 p.m. - 2002-11-25

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