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i'm a radiohead
there is loud thunder outside and it is making me wet in the pants. it is too hot in here. no one should live in heat like this. i am scared to buy an AC. scared because its not my job. not really scared, but lazy? yeah, thats it. yup. last night at swim was awesome. craig and holli took some turns at the tables. i didn't know craig was a riot grrrl. good to know. towards the end was dirty hip hop and some soul, then ended with an 80's explosion. top five dirty rap songs to impress skater boys with: 1. radiohead*cage 2)1800 suicide*gravediggaz 3)anything by necro 4)survival of the fittest*mob deep 5)boy in the hood*ez e steven came and i didn't go home with him. vinnie called me about 30 times and i ignored my phone. viva la resistance. just because a boy is fucking hot and wants to sleep with me, doesn't mean i have to. it doesn't mean i want to. it was too hot in my room last night, and while i haven't been one to turn down sex lately, there's something about sleeping alone that is so fucking hot. i read, i smoked, i wrote. i was sweating. it was gross. good. i'm actually reading High Fidelity, of all things, and its actually really good. took me long enough to come around to the pussy-boy-story. i'm kinda sick of being boy crazy stacy. i'm sick of vice and the meaningless work i do for the meaningless nyc downtown cultural landscape. the writing is choice, but i dont feel like investing into the economy of coolness anymore. i'm quitting vice. i'm quitting magazines for a while. maybe work at a record store? maybe go back to school and become a librarian afterall. i spend too much time pitching and worrying about good content and you know what? its a lie. anything seems like good content when you slap bells and whistles on it. i dont need a magazine to tell me whats cool, and i dont need to make press kits or edit what stupid people say online anymore. there. i am going to see the assault tonight. i am looking forward to smoking a big fat one with josh and listening to some elvis. early elvis, and rap.
1:39 p.m. - 2002-06-26
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