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project beyond

my old friend XXXX was so smart. he could draw really well and play instruments and he was even in project beyond, which is where they put the kids in school with the high IQ's.

i was not placed in that program.

but now XXX lives in someone's closet in bk. out of his mind. what happens when you do K for like 12 years nearly everyday?

we used to do K everyday. no one knows how to talk about that drug. we would drive around high listening to lil kim and when i was high i couldn't understand how we were not friends with her. with lil kim.

my friend nikki lived in a mansion and we would do k and run around the house and i thought, "this is my house now," and i really believed it.

we lived in bubbles. that's the only way i can sort of describe the feeling of K. bubbles bubbles popping and creating new bubbles. rolling around the world in a little bubble.

that's what maybe it felt like to be in project beyond too. who knows, but it's a good name for a band.

6:06 p.m. - 2006-01-06

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