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wine not?

song lyrics.

when they all mean something
and they all rhyme

i'm having a really hard time

i feel like i get it, like there's a grasp to grab and its really close. but suddenly the water gets too sweet and everything sounds precocious and and adorable.

and when i don't push hard enough, it's generic and stale and plain like whole wheat.

ew. i just wrote that. and whole wheat is pretty fucking complex.

i'm throwing up in my mouth. swallowing it, and throwing back up again.

fact: i may never be satisfied with myself. this thought leave me sadder than you can ever know.

6:50 p.m. - 2005-05-30

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