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doppleganger

i guess i'm just really scared about a lot of things. like having a real job. wearing real stylish clothes. another kind of new york city.

i see pictures of other kids my age, kids who live in different cities. it makes me feel sad and anxious at the same time.

sometimes i just want to be baptized. not for any religious reason. i just bet it feels really good to have someone else dunk your head under water. fully clothed.

something is really wrong again. i wonder what my doppleganger would do.

11:04 a.m. - 2005-03-24

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