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no vacancy!

there is this world.

i forget about it sometimes. i forget about this world, where the sun sets in different time zones.

we have eastern time. pacific. mountain. fuck, gotta love mountain time. gotta love the tilt of the sun, how it slants over every bedroom in the country, in this world, at some time or another. during the course of just one day.

it's just one day. just today. just like every other day. and somewhere, some other kid is googeling his own name, too.

and we are all just reading things for the first time, at the same time, but in a different order. its so exciting when i actually think about it it makes me have to pee.

one of the most amazing things about the internet is that you can see the dates and times in which people comlete their postings and emails and what not. it keeps everything so organized.

like i don't know you, and i dont know what you look like, but at 553pm you were feeling like the world was falling in your lap and you were in the mood for pizza and for some reason the dog outside was attacking garbage but you thought it reminded you of someone you knew.

it's really not a big deal at all, but on the other hand, it's the hardest thing to grasp. its so hard to wrap my head around the idea that i am the same the same the same the same as everyone else. and the sun rises in the east every morning and i wish i had a window here so i could look out and see people doing things.

i really dont want to meet you. i dont want to talk to you or hang out with you. i probably wouldn't even like you and i can bet you wouldn't like me. but let's get psychic, please. i wanna read your mind. everyday, all the fucking time.

6:31 p.m. - 2004-11-13

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