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doomsday

i had this dream last night. i had recieved an email saying that i was accepted to both iowa and brown. i emailed everyone, reporting the good news, and deciding that i was going to attend brown. than i found out that the email was a joke and i was really upset, but was like, "well, i haven't even applied anywhere so i guess it makes sense."

then delson was in my dream, and we were hanging out and making jokes and being really good friends. i was like, "i'm so sorry i..." and he was all, "don't even worry about it. it's in the past."

the dream left me with good feelings.

i don't know who i'm kidding with this grad school thing. my writing has been the ultimate pits lately. it's kinda insane actually. i went to hear david sedaris last night and there was SO MANY PEOPLE and i had anxiety. i am 25 years old. not that bright. don't know who i'm kidding with this crap.

2:46 p.m. - 2004-06-02

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