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scary stories

i feel like jordan is going to break up with me. for serious.

last nite he was fake sleeping, and then he fake woke up. and his heart was beating so fast and i said why is your heart beating so fast and he said it hurts, i ate too much fried food. but i know thats not why it hurt. he couldnt sleep. he didnt say he missed me. he barely said anything at all.

i dont want him to leave me

i know something is askew

if i have to never know new york than i will. i will do whatever it takes.

dont go dont go dont go.

i cant stand this feeling.

half crying. half lying.

11:44 a.m. - 2004-04-29

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