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get on your knees and suck my clit

i got into a fight with gav this morning and i dont really feel so well on top of that. i'm not gonna get into it, the vice letter i wrote that i dont like, etc. gavin is so unsympathetic when it comes down to it, and he motivates his workers through humiliation and it sucks. he was like, "you should be greatful that i turn your shit writing into gold every month." what? fuck you. dont do me any favors. i mean, what a fucking thing to say. what the fuck is that? i'm mad but i know its not true so whatever i'm not gonna hold onto it. i called him back and left a message but it bothers me that he just wont surrender to resolution.

cindy wants to go out to the hole and sway tonight and i just dont feel like it. i feel cold and stuffed up. my unlce jack died and i wonder if i should go to the funeral. i guess i'm gonna go look at porn now and then try to write this article. that is, if i can. i'm such a bad writer that i might need to take a refresher course in 'vice guides.'

nigger please.

6:00 p.m. - 2003-03-01

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