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switchblade sisters

i'm so tired but i totally dissed shawn tonight so now i have to meet him at sweet and viscious to give him this book so that we can start our project.

what a boring topic.

here's a list:

good:

1. IM buddy list

2. my hair lately

3. remembering my dreams

4. not having to make decisions

5. japan

6. getting a new tattoo

7. makng pretty good money

8. working a spiritual program

i cant even think of anymore. i cant even think of a top five for today. i dont feel depressed or even un-enthused about life. i feel tired i guess. i feel pissed about not having enough time. enough time for what? enough time to redecorate and clean my apartment. fuck it i'm having fatboy give sean this book because i am too tired. i dont wanna go there at all. i dont know what i want

at all.

i want to own the movie 'switchbalde sisters' because it rules. i want to re read harry potter or some epic comic book series all day long. lie on my bed, smoke and drink iced tea and eat sunflower seeds and screen my calls.

fatboy just said, "look at that guy. what a dildo." best word.

i miss summer. i miss riding my bike in the sun.

i'm trying to write a book about cookie mueller with shawn and i'm afraid amy will be pissed. i'm supposed to write the vice guide to the oldest tricks in the book. haven't even started. fucking valenetine's day. i hate that day and i hate that i hate it. i'm gonna get in comfers cozers mode and watch a movie and not sweat this shit. not sweat anything that doesn't sweat me.

ya dig?

11:44 p.m. - 2003-02-02

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