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truth or die
isn't it weird how the moon just hangs in the sky like that? why won't it fall? i can't wait for that fucker to fall man. last night we went to visit ex girlfriend.
blank empty space of thought due to too many mixed feelings & emotions.
the 20 different stages of sorrow and introspection. 1. i wish the sky were the ocean and would carry me away and swallow me whole. 2. i saw the constellations spell out forwarnings but i ignored them. 3. life experience builds character. 4. i like to put myself in challanging situations. 5. i am so glad i am who i am. 6. i wonder if you love me and i mean really love me for who i am or realize how good u got it. 7. my body is built up of all backbone and solid lego-like pieces. i don't break as easy as u think. 8. i wanted to hate you. 9. i couldn't drink u in enough. the way you wore your clothes, stood around, moved your hands and the way you talked. 10.guilt will take u down many roads and they are all sad and full of darkness. 11. sometimes ego is a disease you cannot escape. 12. i am doing the best i can. 13. i felt myself cancelling out. i became a paper plate of thought, retaining nothing and not even caring at all. 14. i am lucky to have comfort and sometimes forget it and sometimes wonder why. 15. i get it now. 16. i am trying not to say anything mean, or to think mean thoughts. 17. i will never let you or anyone else ever feel sorry for me. 18. i don't know what the duties of empathy entail, but i realize it is something i should ask someone about. 19. toxic chemical clouds in the sky at night over the new jersey turnpike are fucking majestic dude. 20.
6:42 p.m. - 2005-01-18
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history - mystery
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