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crazy train
the only time my heart hurts is when i stop moving. when the music stops. i'm dancing this pain away, burying my feelings at smiths/moz nite and 6's & 8's. i'm going off the rail on a crazy train. this is very hard, and very delicate and a very confusing time. when i think about the apt i want to vomit, but then i also get kind of excited. it's a wonder i'm not passed out on a sidewalk with a fucking needle in my arm. this pain is weird. its a good pain because this needs to happen, but its also a very sad, nostalgic kind of pain. it feels like graduation or....well, a breakup.
8:46 p.m. - 2004-08-13
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