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layer cake of emotions

what i would really like to do is get into a huge bed with all my friends and just stay there for a few days. jammies, glasses of water, cigarettes and snack patrol. entire tv series, scary movies, and that game when one person laughs on a stomach head thing and it makes everyone else start laughing. the giggle epidemic.

after that i'd like to get in car and go camping and leave the city for 2 or 3 days and not tell anyone and just do that kind of thing, you know what i'm talking about.

and then after that i'd like to go home and be alone and cry for a thousand years and finish this damn book already. it's so good, it's taking me forever. i don't want it to end. it has to end. i'm dying to see what happens but i'm also so scared that it will be over.

and sooner or later i'll have watched every episode of LOST. and Project Runway will have ended too. And every movie seen, every book read, every cigarette smoked, everything.

and then what?

5:05 p.m. - 2006-01-22

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