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i have a mandolin, i play it in the dark, it makes me want to kill myself

where do you put anger? do you put it in a bunch of tiny boxes? so much energy in such a small space, it would burn your fingertips at the very touch.

do you put anger on a shelf in your stomach where it then eventually topples over and causes beer bottles to break, fists to be thrown?

and where does anger go once it's out there? you give it to someone else. it's a gift wrapped in an enigma tied up with a mystery bow. oh all the lonely punched in walls around the world. the hate mail that's gone unaswered. we knew you once.

yesterday was harry potter and after an evening of thinking about it, i defintely had some problems with it. not true to the book, choppy scenes, and weird acting. people are claiming it's BOE but not me.

i also had tap class with merks and athena. we learned shuffles and flaps!

i wasn't that good. i think if i practice i'll get better.

3:00 p.m. - 2005-11-19

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