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a good grief

the worst thing about marcie's funeral was that no one was really there.

even with the combination of potions, i still can't shake this feeling i have. i can't stop thinking about it. i can't talk about it. i can't sleep at night.

i know that people die and stuff.

forgive me for grieving.

i keep waiting for her to visit me in a dream, but dead people don't visit you in dreams. if they did, i'm sure i would've seen a lot more of poppa duke.

the truth is, when you die, nothing happens. i am trying to believe otherwise but its not working.

4:11 p.m. - 2005-10-07

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