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feelings are awesome creatures
guess what? my birthday came and went.
and the other night xxxx and i were bored, so instead of staying at lit we decided to go into a bunch of random bars and see what the different worlds of new york city were like.
the whole night started out weird anyway. like when leo was playing new order over and over (it seemed like it was over and over, but it was probs just a long song), and i was sitting on the bench watching the wallflowers. all darting sketchy eyes, no one looking at each other for too long, but just quick glances. like people looking at you just to see if you're looking at them. like we were all very young again, and shy and insecure. it was contagious and even i played along for a moment. then we went to this weird bar where there we 2 girls pole dancing to 'killing in the name of.' when the song was over they stopped and we asked, do you always do that? they said no. we only dance to rage against the machine. so that little world was taking place at the same time as tino was letting a bunch of normies into the max fish. and that was boring so we went across the street to darkroom. at darkroom we found a corner and started making out. like pretending we didn't know each other or something. like making people believe we were two drunk sluts both making a mistake and acting like assholes. the house music at darkroom was pumping and people were sitting alone, watching us, too drunk to go home without their friends. a bunch of normal people with normal outfits, tank tops and lots of black. i have to believe that there is a little room in this world where all the missing wallets of the night go. all the forgotten credit cards and lost keys, broken lipsticks that fall from unzipped purses. there must be a place where these lost items come together. i believe they all belong together, like a big happy family. i bet they even look for one another on friday nights.
11:31 p.m. - 2005-03-09
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