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hellza boring

i'm not going to get any writing done by not writing.

reading the artists way isnt going to get my writing done.

am i even a real writer, because dont real writers love to write, no matter what the subject matter?

i love to write, but i dont love starting to write. even tho i guess i have my piece laid out for me

(rehab). but everyone read DRY and that shit was better. fuck, i'm doing exactly what i'm not supposed to do.

not writing and not being a stylist assistant puts me in a weird place. i hate styling. love writing. love reading. love staying indoors.

jordan moved in today. is it a big deal? i dont want it to be.

i dont want to go to school for poetry. even though i love poetry, i dont want to teach it or do it because i love writing poetry more than i love reading it, but i love reading fiction more than i love writing it. right?

fuck this a boring entry. holy shit i cant believe how fucking boring this is. come on and take a free riiiidddddeee.

i bought a PAIR OF $300 shoes. what is wrong with me? i have no money, 2 big bills to pay, and i owe my mom $300. what a boring day.

5:17 p.m. - 2004-01-22

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